Dear Journal,

You haven't been updated since February 25, 2006. For that, I am sorry. I've stopped writing, though. I've been searching for time, but it must be hiding because I cannot find it anywhere. I like to take pictures all the time now because I bought myself this wonderful digital camera. It's one of the best presents I've ever given myself.

I've changed a lot since the last time I wrote. I'm growing up a bit. I'm realizing my mistakes and I'm trying to fix them. I've messed up - a lot - and am working to get my relationships and myself back on track. Maybe that's why I don't write...I don't know what to feel anymore.

Hopefully, this English class I am taking next semester will get me in the mood to write. Until then, you'll have to put up with whatever I decide to publish. You'll also have to put up with my indecision to stay with this site...I'll forget, I'll procrastinate, I'll do something else, and you may not see me for quite some time.

Until next time...